Missing Them!!

These couples of week have been great for me..
nothing to think about..
just spending my time doing my things
without interruption
without stress
but
sometimes I get a little bored just doing nothing
why is that?

During TP..
I hardly can't wait to have this moments
but now
I feel that I need to do something..
something fun & useful
but what?

Sometimes I feel lonely all of the sudden
maybe I just missing them
them as in my students
I never thought I would miss them
even thought they always stressing me out
but still
I do miss them very much..

So I went through all the pictures I have taken with them
theirs smile remind me of their laughter
wishing I can see them again..
but
I decide not to

I know..
soon they will forget about me
so I prefer that they remember the last moments I spent with them
then making a new moments that I will neglect them
telling them I will come to see them once in a while
and
making promises that I know I will soon break

So I hope they will remember me as their Teacher Ira
that teaches them before
rather than a liar who tell them I will be there for them if they need me
because
I know
one day I will be teaching again
but
I will not be teaching them
and
I can never be there again for them

But
for all that had happen
I'm glad I have the chance to teach them..
and
I will always remember the moments I have with them..

Tarikh lahir Anda dalam Hijrah?

Syahirah telah menghitung tarikh lahirnya dalam tahun Islam.
Bulan kelahiran Islam anda adalah pada 23 Jamadil Akhir 1407 Hijrah iaitu jatuh pada hari Isnin.

Maksud : Bulan kedua musim panas. Jamada, juga bulan yang lain juga lebih sejuk, yang membawa maksud telaga menyejuk adalah suatu yang biasa ketika itu.

Sifat : Mempunyai watak yang berani, menghormati orang lain. Anda mempunyai pelbagai kebolehan dan kebijakan. Apabila anda tahu bahawa anda salah atau keliru, maka anda mudah mengakuinya. Tetapi, bila anda tahu yang anda benar, anda akan tetap mempertahankan pendirian anda dan tidak akan mengaku kalah. Semasa kecil, ibu bapa anda perlu mendidik anda dengan baik agar sifat-sifat anda yang baik itu terserlah. Jika betul didikannya, semasa dewasa nanti anda akan menyenangkan kedua orang tuan anda.

me berani kan??menghormati yup betul.pelbagai kebolehan??apa saja 2??yup if me buat salah me selalu minta maaf.tapi if me betul jgntah kan tukar pendirian me.Nasib baik mama didik me banar2 if nda entah canakah hidup me msani.insyallah..me akan cuba buat yg terbaik untuk mama.she all that I got now.

Anyway I got this from FB..if you want to know bila Tarikh lahir Hijrah kamu..just try out this quiz k.

Am I mean or sarcastic??

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these people as mean and as sarcastic you could be!!
(YR stands for Your Response.) Are you ready? GO!!
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If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute..
YR: lihat mukanya banar2..and say "Lain usul pisin mu ani"
2) I am the most beautiful/handsome..
YR: yes, most handsome orge!!
3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: Iawah?? I like u 2..bah balikan me ticket k Japan atau South Korea.
4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multiskilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: Owk, bah buatkan LP me, me ada 5 weeks g kan dsiapkan ni.
5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums!
YR: Banar wah? Npa aku nda pernah dangar lagu mu ah??

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome guy says:
1) I know you like me..
YR: I like you but doesn't I love you!!
2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!!
YR: I'm not looking at you..I'm looking at your GF..cana blh ia sukakan ko ni??
3) Sorry, you are nice, but seriously not my type!
YR: SO!! tak kisah..ur not my type also!!
4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: I think you are??
5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: Try if you can??

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: emmm..really cana blh 2?? mcm beauty and the beast kali ah..
2) May I have your cell phone number, please please please pleaseeeee?
YR: My no is 2302..yg lain lu pikirlah sendiri!!
3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: Sure!! tapi apa saja me mau u mesti balikan lau nda..jgntah harap!!
4) What do you like about me?
YR: Pasal u sanang di perbodohkan.
5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: Minta tampar ko!!


If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: What's up bitch?? Minta kana tumbuk ko kah?? bah kemari tah..
2) You smell like shit!
YR: So!! you smell even worse..mcm urg nda mandi setahun..haha
3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: Yup..a better SLUT..that why I hate you!!
4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: Then, jgn pulang d liat aku ni sampai kan pacah saja nd mata 2..
5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: race apa?? siapa paling byk bitching kah?? owk u win..since I'm no bitch.

If your ex says:
1) I still love you..
YR: Sorry..your not good enough for me.
2) I know you still love me!!
YR: Bulih blah!! Ingat me ni apa?? Jgn kan over ni.
3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: Sure..tapi sediakan duit byk2..I'm a spender kali ah.
4) Please call me..
YR: ME!!
5) The break up hurts me so much..
YR: Padan mukamu..siapa suruh nda merati??

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: thanks..your not bad also..mcm kambing.
2) Seriously, I used this product and look at me, I am changed!
YR: patutlah mcm kambing!!
3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: Berapa harganya?? dua seringgit ke??
4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: Sure!! I buy..u pay!!
5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.
YR: tau kan ko, aku pakai product apa??

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Now, try to tag your friends and let them decide either you are REALLY mean and sarcastic or you are just so good to be one!!

I'm not tagging anyone..tapi u guys mau..feel free to try this..I got this from FB..I feel its a must to share it..bllh hilangkan stress..haha!!

Being Bored!!

I come across these when I'm doing the FB quiz

What element are you?

• Wind, I am whimsical and can be a soft breeze or a storm. my emotions kind of control me.
• Fire! I am strong and try to show off my fiery side.
• Metal, I am strong and don't break down easily, I was shaped to perfection.
• Dark, I love Darkness and being alone and hidden.
• Wood, I am useful and strong. but I am very common.
• Stone, I am made just like everyone else.
• Water, I am calm and I flow gracefully, I am deep and can be helpful. My emotions flow like a river.
• Light, I bring happiness to others by brightening their day. I always know their is a light at the end of every tunnel.

My answer: I'm a wind!!
My emotions really controls me
If I'm moody I will stay moody the whole day
haha

What type of Animal are you?

• A Bunny, I am cute and adorable, I am always happy and go-lucky. I love to hop with my friends. I can never be sad or upset!
• A Bird, I sing the same songs everyday and I am a big follower, I like to be the same as everyone else. I don't wanna stick out in a crowd.
• A Wolf, I am sometimes a loner but I like to explore new things that Ive never seen before. Sometimes I feel misunderstood. I dream a lot.
• A Snake, I have one focus and that is to satisfy myself. I have a strong grip on things when I want them. I can be a little greedy and sneaky.
• A Cat, I love being around others and I like to listen to people, I can be a little moody and emotional though, watch out for my claws.
• A Tiger, I am Strong and quick. I crave power and I have a fiery spirit.
• A Hamster, I am a very content animal. I run on my wheel all day and I am happy with what I have. I'm a little lazy though. I am a neutral creature.

My answer: I'm a cat!!
I love cat..a lot!!
Very true...as i already said I'm a moody person.

What Colour does your Eyes Reflects?

Your eyes reflect the color Blue. You are a very calm and idealistic. You have many dreams and aspirations that you want to fulfill. You are a creative person and are very interested in things and people that are different from you. You have an urge to be noticed by people and you have natural talents. You like to express yourself in many ways and you think about life a lot. You tend to be the motivator in a group and you don't have a solid opinion on things. Because you don't have solid opinions you do not like to choose between things. You can also be forgetful and lazy at times. You like to be alone sometimes. And you can be worried and sad about many things. In all you are deep and Idealistic.

I am a dreamer!!
I have a lot of dreams that yet to be achieve.
Yup..I'm really interested about Japan & South Korea.
I notice a lot of people but not sure about the natural talents..do I have one??
I do like to express myself..
Just read my blog..I always post according to what I feel that time.
I'm a motivator but not a leader.
I'm always forgetful & really lazy.
and
I love to be alone but I still needs friends to share with.
I do have a lot of worries in my life
and
I cry a lot when I'm sad.

Almost all of these answer really reflects me
So you all should know what to expect from me..

Hurt by U!!

I'm hurt!!
How could you do this to me??
What have I done to deserve this??
I was very gentle to you..
but this what you repay me??

Why??
Are you mad because I tried to dispose you??
but you should have known that I have to..

You have become a sore to my eyes..
Removing you is must!!

I'm really sorry that I have to do this
and
Thanks for all this time you have done for me
but
at the end I have to do this after all

Since you just cut my finger
I really have to remove you

oh staple yang stuck arah almarih ku..
salah ku jua!!
napalah to staple almarih ku??
nah!!
ani diri sendiri yg sakit..

Ps: Just hiburan semata-mata ( jgn ambil hati ah)
hahahaha!!

Bored & Letih!!

I feel boring bbnr masani..
rasakan liat wyg!!
bnrnya me nda suka rasa boring ni
if me boring mula tah me rasa naleh
udh me rasa naleh 2 krg
tido tah me awal 2
and then
nda tah bbuat kaja me..

macam2 me ni ah..
tapi bnr..
me boring bnr & mood pun kan malas tia ganya
aaaaaaaaa
stresslah if mcm ani setiap hari!!

ada pulang yg kan bawa me jalan tapikan
me nda mood kan jalan sama ia
bh anyone bawa tah me jalan
sebelum me ubah pikiran!!

haha
mcm laku sja bunyinya me ni..

ps: just luahan hati me yg sedang mati keboringan.

Best in Me by Blue!!

I always love this song.

To me this song meant a lot to me.

Every time I listened to this song.
I felt really happy.
It give me courage.

So I dedicate this song to
all my friends that had always been there for me
My Bears (Fitrah & Zyra)
My Partners in Crimes (Esya & Filzah)
My Girlfriend (Misya)
My Best guy friends (Dee & Zul)
My Family
and
to everyone who know me.

Thanks for your love & support.

*Hugs & Kisses*

"Best In Me" by Blue

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

[Chorus:]
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels so right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Baby..
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Missing!!

Don't get me wrong
haha
well I want meant is..
you wouldn't be able to reach for a while today
because
I'm going to Limbang or Miri!!
not sure yet
but
I'm certainly wouldn't be in Brunei for a some hours
So..
if you guys need something or anything
just leave a message on my chatbox k\

I will update soon!!

Happy Holiday!!

I hope I'm not too late to say
"HAPPY HOLIDAY"
to all my friends
who are having their holiday right now

Have fun!!
&
Enjoy!!

How to release your Tension!!

Everyone have their own way to release their tension..
so do me!!

The way for me to release my tension is inside this box..

Try to guess what inside!!
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Lets take a look what inside??

Marshmallows!!

Dessert of the day!!

Cocktail ice cream vanilla!!

The ingredients:
cocktail
&
vanilla ice cream

hehe

Enjoy!!

What If Your Ex Ask this..?

I got this from FaceBook..Anyway thanks fitrah daleng for tagging me!!

What If Your Ex Ask this..? You have to answer the survey with an honest heart. An honest heart will give you good luck for the entire year. You may imagine of one people or maybe some people not only one. Answer it, "What if your ex says" referring to you!!!

1. Why did you let me go?

- We are not meant to be together.

2. I still love you.
- I know..but I'm really sorry that I can't love you the way you love me.

3. When did we last talk?
- On my birthday after you drop off my chocolate.

4. Will you go out with me?
- Well..i'm not sure ah..lihatlah if my mood owk..

6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
- Yup..you make so many promise tapikan nda jua pandai sampai2nya.malas me kan tunggu g.

7. My friends say we don't look good together..
- Haha..on the contary..everyone say we look good together..but..still I feel you missing something.

8. You have changed.
- Nope..i'm still me..and you still you..how I wish you would change for me.

9. Can we get back together?
- Maybe..you know what I want from you.

10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
- Yeah..I wish!! and I really wish that I found someone better than you soon.

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
- I know..but you should never hold on that tight..I already warn you.

12. how can u forget our memories??
- I will never forget..what ever happens we can still be friends.

13. I will always love you.
- You have your own rights to feel that way..but never hope I will have that kind of feeling for you.

14. Would you die for our love?
- Never..I love myself more than I love you.

15. You jump, i jump..remember?
- Jump mana? Swimming pool kah? tapi if you kan jump jua..you jump alone k.

16. Kiss me to break the curse if i sleep for a hundred years.
- Haha..entah ko..ingat anak kucing kah kan minta cium ni..mahal kali ah my kiss ni..dream on!!

17. Whats the different between me and Him/Her.
- Who him?? ah..he looks more good looking than you..and from what I seen..he is loaded!!

18. I saw you lastnight with your boyfriend/girlfriend.
- Really!! Napa jelous you?? he is my boyfriend not yours.

19. Without me, your life wouldn't be complete.
- Jgn kan perasan ah..selama ani hidup jua ku..and I don't need a guy to tell me how to live my life.

20. Why are you doing this to me!?
- Emm..let see..I started to notice that you never love me that much on my birthday..so you should know what I'm talking about.

Anyway who wants to do this..go head!! Its fun and dapat hilangkan stress!!

My Room!!

At last..
I finished arranging my bedroom
I have postpone it since last month
haha
I was so busy with TP
and other things..

As you all can see
actually the wall are painted PINK k
the theme for my room is Pink & Purple
& Teddy Bears..hehe

Below are the pictures of my room..

I hang up some korean group posters
that I bought during the book festival at the Stadium
(from left to right: FT Island, SHINee & Girls Generations)

Over all picture of my bed

Another Korean group poster..Super Junior
(I had it for a year already)

My baju Kurung collection
&
If you notice there a dozen drink packs on my wardrobe
hehe
I collected it since I started TP!!

Overall pictures of my room from the door..

Anyway..
I'm loving my room alot
Right now I'm trying to increase my Teddy Bear collections
hehe
Just to make my room more crowed as it already have..

PinKitty!!

Everyone
News flash!!

I got a new HP..
not just any HP
my sis bought this HP from China
Yes..China!!

I like it..
its PINK & CAT!!

I'm loving it..
but I had a hard time using it
too many Chinese character
and
its also touch screen
huhu

Anyway..
I'll try hard to get use with it

Oh ya..
I name my HP as PinKitty!!

Stuffs from China!!

My sis just come back from China!!
siuk ia belayar nyamu..
me kan ikut pulang tapikan my sis belayar masa bulan 2..
time ku sibuk TP ceh!
me mau ke Hong Kong Disneyland!!
Please!!

Anyway..
time my sis balik
my sis bawa banyak barang..
yeah yeah!!

Lawa-lawa barangnya..
I like!!
I just grab apa yang me suka..hehe
tapikan..me bayar bulanan arah my sis..
huhu..

Below are the things that me grab from my sis!!

LV bag (utk TP)

LV phone bag (for PinKitty)
This one my sis bagi..

Coach (I like it since it's PINK)

D&G bag (for jalan2)

LV wallet

Pink shoe

Marie's cookies tin (from Hongkong Disney Land)

Wrist watch (very the Bling2)

Tudung Buberry & Gucci

Me mau ke China!!
pretty please!!