Haircut!!

At last I cut my hair..
I been complaining about my hair for few months already..
about the dryness, split ends & luruh-ing..
Thanks to my sis for sponsor-ing..
since my elaun balum kuar..
tapi lapas kuar i have to pay back..haha..fham2 lah..

My hair before..panjang udah nyamu..hehe..
my sis cakap nda sayang kah ur hair..
me sayang tapi cna jua kan..my hair fatal damaged udah..huhu..

Yes i know..i cut it so short..but im loving it..
ringan selajur rasanya kepala me..
sory to baby bear & lolly bear..
me nda tunggu gunting with u ol..

Sungkai-ing with my family after gunting-ing
msani we ol d CAM d gadong..still sampit tempatnya..haha..

Still waiting elaun kuar..anyone..if elaun kuar gto ah..
me nak bali kasut & tudung for raya..hehe

Tagged!!

1)What is the most important thing in your life?

: my family & my friends

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?

: Me bali tudung for raya..

3) Where do you wish to get married?

: Brunei..since I love Brunei..

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?

: haha..tunggu ada Prince Charming dulu..baru me tau bila..

5) Are you in love?

: In love with F T Island..hehe..nda jua faham me 2..

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?

: LaMee..hehe

7)Name the latest book that you bought?

: English Dictionary

8) What is your full name?

: Shamsyahirah B.A.R

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?

: My lovely mom..

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.

: Kim Jung Hoon..

11) Christina or Britney?

: Let see..emm a very hard question..haha..both saja lah..

12) Do you do your own laundry?

: Nope..selalunya mama..since mama nda mau bazir detergent..

13) The most exciting place you want to go

: Me mau k JAPAN...

14) Hugs or kiss?

: Both..Big hug..Bear hug..

15) 8 things I am passionate about

: Pink, Sony Vaio, PSP, Chocolate, Ice Cream, Nancy Drew, Apple, Vanila,
Teddy Bears..opps terlebih dah..hehe

16) 8 things I say too often:

: honto, dozo, ittirashai, gome, watashi, seriously, adeh & awww..sooo.. sweeet..

17) 8 books I’ve read recently:

: Salend, English dictionary, Teach yourself Japanese, Melayu Brunei Abad 21,
Dokumentasi, World picture word book, Into geography & Basics..

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:

:1/ Sarang HooAe ( After Love) - F T Island

:2/ Soyogi - F T Island

:3/ So Hot - Wonder Girls

:4/ Noona is very pretty - SHINee

:5/ Love like oxygen - SHINee

:6/ Timeless - Xiah Junsu

:7/ Mirotic - TVXQ

:8/ Lies - Big Bang

19) 8 things I learned this year:

:1/ Not everything stay the same

:2/ Lifes can be full of lies

:3/ Never keep secret from best friends

:4/ Rupanya Anything?? have three flavour..

:5/ Save more..Spend less..

:6/ Everyone have their own stories

:7/ I know alot from internet

:8/ I still can sing..haha

20) Tag 8 people:

:1/ Butty

:2/ Butter

:3/ Mee-Schaa

:4/ Mr Patchi

:5/ Rosh

:6/ Ichigo

:7/ Filzah

:8/ Siapa saja yang mau..hehe

Good Luck!!!

Sungkai Renuion!!

Sorry everyone..me lama dah nda update..
nda mood me nyamu..elaun g balum g kuar2nya..
and the shoe that me hoping kan bali..nda g ada..
and what worst..tadi me ada tutorial..
yes..on Sunday morning..huhu
kalat banar mata me..sampai tetido me d sofa somewhere d ubd..
time a2 me tunggu my mom aga..which is like an hour wait..
sakit kepala me selajur..so dalam keta me sambung tido g..

Well, me jarang kali ah kan tetido macam a2..myb pasal d malam kali..
haha..me ahr balik lagi d malam..around 12 am baru balik umah..
thanks lolly bear pasal drive me balik..
and thanks to sister bear n baby bear pasal dngani..
low bat banar me d malam..
kan main PSP pun nda g terdaya rasa me..naleh...

But, personally..me kan say..yesterday was really fun..
walaupun, me terpaksa tunggu lama sblum kana aga..
that owk since bukan me yang drive..me ikut saja..hehe
me kana aga dalam 3 something..me masa 2 d ubd..
and then aga sister bear..singgah sekajap arah economy mart..
we bears bali hadiah untuk Jijah yang kan belayar k UK..hehe

After that, we went to the airport..
yg paling awal sampai..Alim..tinggi & hensem ia udah..
hilang tia title cutenya..hehe
then, we wait for yg lain sampai..
yang pastinya beririt2 dorng sampai..
since everyone drive sendiri..

Then, jumpa Jijah..salam with her..
takes alots of pics..
and lastly give her hadiah & kad yang kami balikan..
this year she beraya d UK..jangan sedih ah daleng..
have fun, study hard & smart and good luck..

Around 6.15 pm..baru kami bertolak dari airport..
we ol book buffet d LaMee..
wah ahr udh..me lambat sungkai since Ms Vicky payah cari parking..
and kami parking jauh..huhu..
lepas azan baru me sungkai..huhu..bukan jua me sengaja kan..

Group pertama yang datang..
including me, Vicky, Nadirah, Aziz (tinngi), Fiena, Fitrah & Zyra..
yang lain masih g d airport kan liat Jijah took off..
dorang sampai around 7 something..
Group kedua yang datang..
Alim, Metis, Ken, Mizah with fren, Zekry, Azreen,
Zainal with Zura (gf zainal), Ainie & Azrul..
Panuh wah that resturant oleh kami..haha..
Baby bear..next time pilih tempat yang basar sikit..ani sampit lah daleng..

After, the food eating..sorang2 balik..
yang tinggal..
Me, Azreen, Zekry, Mizah, Aziz, Fitrah, Fiena, Zyra, Zainal & Zura..
We ol went to K-box d yayasan..
me and zyra nyanyi puas2 sampai hilang suara..haha..nada deh..
and then Aziz balik..since his wife called..
the only one in our group yang kawin dah..

Then, we ol lepak arah rumah2 yang d middle yayasan..
we took alot of pics using camera mizah..
Thanks mizah for the sponser..haha
Bulih kata kan kami conquer that place..
kami tia ganya kan ambil pics..hehe..
but it was fun..next time lagi u ol..

Nanti raya we ol plan kan gambar ramai2 arah studio..hehe
mudahan ramai yang bolih show up..dapat d jadikan kenangan..

Lastly..we ol balik around 11pm..haha
late banar jua udah kami 2..
tapi nda jua apa bukannya selalu kan..kan..

Before that, we ol sampat bali keropok & drinks..
supaya driver nda kalat mata..hehe
anyway..thanks everyone for the memorable saturday night..
See you guys time raya..hehe

Selamat Berpuasa
&
Selamat Hari Raya

Quiz about me!!!

Just spending my free time doing something different..
Fitrah daleng..I got this from you..
Since its so sweet..I like to do it myself..hehe

You Are Coffee Ice Cream

Energetic and lively, you are always on the go. You're doing a million things at once and doing them well. You tend to motivate others and raise spirits. You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

Your Scent is Pumpkin Pie

Warm, comforting, and a bit old fashioned You've got what men want - believe it or not!

Your Birth Month is February

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness Your gemstone: Amethyst Your flower: Iris Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Marquise Diamond!

Like most Marquise diamond wearers, you are sexy and impulsive. You're also good at getting what you want in life, no matter what it is. You tend to be successful at love, your career, and anything else you desire. Think Victoria Beckham and Catherine Zeta Jones: proud wearers of this ring!

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

What Your Socks Say About You

You Are: - Quite bouncy - Always caring - Known as cute - Totally sweet

What Your Favorite Color Pink Says About You:

Blissful --- Content --- Romantic Idealistic --- Expressive --- Artistic Funny --- Quirky --- Individualistic

I'll do some more next time..need to go sleep..
nite..nite...

Which TVXQ will fall in LOVE with me!!

Haha..this one really funny..
its seem like..
either Hero JeaJoong or U-Know Yunho..
haha..everytime me attempt..still this both members..
haha..so I'm definately, their choice..
happy me eh..
tapi me mau Xiah Junsu..haha..
nda apalah..
As long its the TVXQ member..me suka kali ah..

But the big Question is..
what kind of girl Max Changmin & Micky Yoochun like??
haha..me rasa butty tahu which girl max will like??
butter, u can ask her..
haha..butty..baik lari laju2..

Happy B'Day Azreen!!

Happy 22nd Birthday Azreen!!
masa 19th September, Jumaat.
we ol celebrate b'day reen..
actually b'day nya is on the 20th pulang..
we ol kan surprise kan ia..
yesh menjadi jualah..me rasalah..haha
anyway, happy b'day azreen!!!
Hope you happy awez..

I love the cake..very the nyaman..
thanks to zek for suggesting Mum's bakery to zyra..hehe
sbelum we ol suprise kan ia..
we ol bagi asalan kan buat renuion for Punai, Merak & Meranti..
wah..its almost 10 years me kenal dorng semua..
rindu banar kan masa2 lalu..haha
yang pastinya time secondary masa yang paling siuk untuk me..

Alhamdulilah, byk jua yg turn up..
for the punai girls,
Zyra, Fitrah, Vicky & me..
for the punai boys,
Muiz, Azmi, Feddy & Basri
and then, for merak,
Zeckry, Azreen, Zainal & Mizah..
Sepatutnya, ramai lagi..tapi byk yg nda blaku..huhu..
dats owk, next saturday we ol kan sungkai out g..
since we ol kan antar Jijah k airport..she is going to UK..
Good Luck Daleng!!!

Azreen terkajut..hahaha..
and ia pun ikut sekali sing-ing with us..

oh ya, lupa mention..
we ol sungkai d Tauren Arch..(luruskah spellingnya 2??)..haha
the food nyaman, the place selesa & lawa..
tapi payah kan move around since kami ramai..haha..
nda apalah..we ol have fun..
and sorng2 kuarkan camera..famous wah kami 2 wah..haha
speaking of camera..
zekry, me mau lihat gambar yang u take..
and to fitrah..nanti me ambil our pics from u ah daleng..
me suka..pasal lawa..hehe

So, reen what u wish for time blowing the candles???
me curious ni..haha

After sungkai-ing, we ol went toMall..
tapi nda semua pulang 2..huhu..
yg ada saja,
Fitrah, Zyra, Vicky & Me..
Zeckry, Azreen, Zainal & Muiz..

We ol k sing-ing arah K-box..
riuh wah..
Zeck, me suka u nyanyi..hehe
romantic yo..haha
and zyra, next time, we jgn ikut ckp the boys ah..
sakit suara me lau kan sing-ing lagu "cinta"..haha

Around 9 pm..zyra kan balik dah..
since she kan antar me k Muara lagi..jauh kali ah..
but the boys majal jgn balik dulu..
so in the end,
zainal volenter kan antar me balik..yesh..
hang out..lama2..

Then, we ol decide kan liat movie..
tapi nda yang siuk..so we hang around sana and take pics..
haha..vain wah kami..
langsung nda ingau urang lain liat..
hancur advert High School Musical oleh kami..
haha

After that,
balik g the Uni-land..since Zainal kan abiskan tokennya..
ia main the shooting game yang in the middle & big with muiz..
me nda pasti apa namanya..
sampat lagi ambil gambar..haha
me rasa its against the law..ambil pics dalam sana..
tapi kami 2 mcm nda ingau saja..haha

We the girls kuar awal since kami karing leher..
bali drinks dulu kami..
and then, nda batah 2 kuar tia the boys..

We ol lepak arah, one of the tables yg muat utk 8 urng..
kami riuh banar2..nda g ingau urng sekeliling..
tapi siuk kali ah..lama udah nda ceta2.

Around 10.30pm, baru kami kan balik..
sampai kan tutup jua Mall..haha
tapi singgah lagi kami sekajap arah Komunis..
haha..balum puas ni wah..
lapas 2 baru balik..

Since me balik with Zainal..
me lepak sekajap with the boys arh Qlap
the boys check out keta & sound system masing2..haha
me nda tahu apa2..so me dngar & lihat saja..

Around 12am, baru me balik umah..
Thanks to Zainal sal hantar me balik..
and dngar ceta me..hehe

Thanks, u ol for the great time..hehe
don't forget next Saturday g..
Love u ol!!!
Hugs & Kisses!!
Lastly,
HAPPY 22nd B'DAY AZREEN!!

Thinking about my past!!

Time goes on without i'm noticing..
its already 2 month since I left..
da** I wish my life was different..
but I should not reget what I have now..
since I still have the love of my family..
I still have my friends that accept me for who I am..

I am not what anyone think of..
I do smile..but inside I cried..
I do laugh..but inside I cried even louder..
Even sometimes,
when I read something that touches my heart..
I start to cry..
How fragile is my heart?
But I tried to hide my tears..
bcos crying couldn't never help me to move on with my life..

Even, I had suffer alot before..
but thanks to that suffering..
I am stronger now..
I am able to think about others..
and I will cherish everything that I have now..

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!

Mari Bercerita!!

Today..
really fun since time sivik ada "Mari Bercerita"
well, dari 3 week yang lapas dah..hehe..
tapi me rasa today happening banar..
myb pasal my mood baik kali..hehe
below ABM & gambar ramai dalam kelas..

above Abm group Rina & Yati..
Me nda samapt liat durang beceta since kami ada kelas MIB sebelum a2..
huhu..rugi rasanya eh..

Above & below..
ABM group Esya & Hamny..
Congratz dalengsss..
u guys kana puji tadi oleh ckg zelzy..
me pun kesiukan time kamu bercerita..hehe
sorry..langsung me nda ingat kan ambil gambar kamu tadi..huhu..

Just enjoy the pics below..
ani me ambil sendiri..hehe..saja buang tebiat..
nda puas ati pasal nda gambar dorng ceta tadi..

Belwo Abn group Sima..
nice..i really like this one..
sayangnya..me nda sampat liat durang bercerita..
*dush dush*

Congratz to all the groups yang dah bercerita..
jgn lupa after this we have "berdialog" lagi..
Better ready Esya & Hadi..
We Can do it..

Sungkai-ing with Zul & Dee

Since zul dah post most of the pics..
me post yang nda saja..hehe..
but yg dibawah ni me post saja..
bcoz me like it so much..hehe
just nice & sweet..

This pics below taken before kami kan balik..
hehe..
sampat jua lagi kami 2..

Mula2 me yang ambil pic tapi nda menjadi..
haha..I'm too short..sedih me..haha
lapas 2 baru dee yang gambarkan..thanks..

We have a great time..
thanks Zul & Dee sal sudi sungkai-ing with me..
jgn jara saja..haha..(mcm pernah dengar ah tapi dari siapa ah??)
Lastly, thanks to dee sal sudi aga me dari UBD & antar me balik umah..
Next week, zul punya turn jadi driver..haha
adeh..kana tinggalkan jua me ni krg..
haha..c u guys next week..

My New Love!!

Yesh..I found my Love..

haha..nda wah..
it just that now..Me fall in love with this Korean Band..
FT Island..SarangHaeo

Their music really interesting..
well..im not really good with korean..
but tak kisahlah..still love them..hehe

Cuteeee..
Kawai..hehe..
huhu..deeply in love..
masani balik2 dangar lagu SarangHooAe..
walaupun me nda paham lagu dorang..
layan....

Thanks lil sis sal kenalkan dorang arah me..
haha..mcm banar me ah..
FT Island..I Love U guys..hehe

Also, I Love..my..
Kim KiBum
Kim Jung Hoon
Vic Chou
Haha..krg jeles dorang..
adeh manis...

New HP!!

Hahahahaha..Joking..Ndalah..
me just bali sticker baru for my hp..
yes i know both black..
tapi ada pink and sakura kali ah..haha
on the left, hp bmobile me..
on the right, nokia 3250..
actually its my bro's but since ia nda gunakan masani..
me gunakan lah dulu..hehe

wah..naleh nyamu memasang..
took me an hour half to finish one..since im doing two hp..
wah 3 hours..haha..
but when udh done..lega rasanya..hehe..
a last..lawa jua hp me..happy me eh..
walaupun nda kemas sangat..but still nice..
since its black..emm it reminds me of someone..adeh manis..

Hp bmobile me before pasang sticker baru..
lama udah me pakai..almost a year me rasa..haha
tata..sticker

lihat lah..hasilnya..
well its look nice in the picture..
tapi if lihat banar2..haha..memang tak kemas punya..
tak kisahlah..asalkan brtukar dah..hehe

Ani masa me & family sungkai d WYWY sekurong..
the buffet owk jualah..alest kanyang..
paling me suka dorng sediakan sup tom yam..
tercapai hajat me..hehe
banarnya bayk yang kami ambil..tapi me lupa take picture..
kes lapar udah..haha..tapi yang pastinya full meja with food..
alhamdulilah abis jua ulih kami..
lapar kami nyamu..

This picture taken after kami sungkai..
baru me ingat kan ambil gambar..haha..lambat me ah..
but nda apalah atlest ada jua gambar kan..

Sayang Amsyar!!

I know..Some will say..
Aww..sooo cuteeee...hehe..
He is not even a year yet..tapi pandai posing kali ah..haha

Ani masa me tunggu dalam keta with amsyar since hujan d luar..malas kan kuar..

my mom, sis n bro membali makanan untuk sungkai..
dmana ah?? adeh lupa ku..
myb arh parking alat-alat kebesaran..hah myb-lah

Since kami dua saja dalam keta so me buang boring..
me said..
"Amsyar begambar kita.."
time me kan gambar sama amsyar..he gave me kiss pulang...
haha..nda pasti amsyar faham tau nda..
but still its sooo cuteeee..haha
sweet kan my nephew..
sayang amsyar..

See!!
he knows how to posing-posing..
haha..

Alah..remove the pacifier please...
and
smile!!

Still lookiing at the camera..haha..
sama macam amitnya suka begambar..haha
just sweet and cute!!

Selamat Berpuasa!!

Selamat berpuasa..
esuk dah mula puasa dah..
Jgn lupa sembahyang tarawih ah..

Selain daripada itu,
saya ingin memohon maaf..
sekiranya saya tanpa sengaja menyinggung perasaan sesiapa saja..
dan saya telah memaafkan sesiapa saja yang tidak sengaja menyinggung perasaan saya..
Semoga amalan puasa kita akan diterima Allah..Amin..