Thinking about my past!!

Time goes on without i'm noticing..
its already 2 month since I left..
da** I wish my life was different..
but I should not reget what I have now..
since I still have the love of my family..
I still have my friends that accept me for who I am..

I am not what anyone think of..
I do smile..but inside I cried..
I do laugh..but inside I cried even louder..
Even sometimes,
when I read something that touches my heart..
I start to cry..
How fragile is my heart?
But I tried to hide my tears..
bcos crying couldn't never help me to move on with my life..

Even, I had suffer alot before..
but thanks to that suffering..
I am stronger now..
I am able to think about others..
and I will cherish everything that I have now..

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!