Missing Them!!

These couples of week have been great for me..
nothing to think about..
just spending my time doing my things
without interruption
without stress
but
sometimes I get a little bored just doing nothing
why is that?

During TP..
I hardly can't wait to have this moments
but now
I feel that I need to do something..
something fun & useful
but what?

Sometimes I feel lonely all of the sudden
maybe I just missing them
them as in my students
I never thought I would miss them
even thought they always stressing me out
but still
I do miss them very much..

So I went through all the pictures I have taken with them
theirs smile remind me of their laughter
wishing I can see them again..
but
I decide not to

I know..
soon they will forget about me
so I prefer that they remember the last moments I spent with them
then making a new moments that I will neglect them
telling them I will come to see them once in a while
and
making promises that I know I will soon break

So I hope they will remember me as their Teacher Ira
that teaches them before
rather than a liar who tell them I will be there for them if they need me
because
I know
one day I will be teaching again
but
I will not be teaching them
and
I can never be there again for them

But
for all that had happen
I'm glad I have the chance to teach them..
and
I will always remember the moments I have with them..