LESTARI!!

awu~

aku damam lapas training
cana jua nda
selama 4 hari 3 malam di hostel
kami semua nda cukup tidor
sudah tah the day before training
me nda cukup tido pasal baru packing barang
haha
salah me jua..
napalah lambat packing

1st Day
aku ikut filzah k UBD since mama nda blaku menghantar aku
pendaftaran d male hostel
bulih!! belangau kami tunggu d female hostel
haha
d male hostel me kenalan sama Ummu
tapikan mula2 2 balum plang ku tahu namanya
tapi ikut jua me k kadai pakai ketanya
(filzah kelaparan)

Lapas 2 k female hostel
aku kana bagi room 60
wah tgkt 2 jua 2
naleh wah naik turun
tapi nda jua pandai kurus2nya
haha

Then me kenalan g with Fadz & Airah
wah manis2 ni wah
terasa me ni macam tomboy saja
(banar ja fil?)
haha

Kami ada bgambar ramai
me rasa gambar ani ada kuar newspaper kali ah

malamnya~
kami kana suruh buat persembahan
malunya me..
tapi mesti buat jua
and
its fun~
hehe

Thanks to my group
Billy, Lesli, Zahar, Zur, Faten & me!!
kelurusan g 2 semua girls in my group pakai pink
makin tia lawa nah
haha


2nd Day

Kami buat activity d female hostel
me kalat mata pasal balum g biasa tido d hostel
huhu

Hari ani lah me rasa paling sandi
mcm2 activitynya
sampai ada yang kacut parut
and
bagi yang nda biasa grenti keluar air mata punya

Me biasalah tahan rasa tunjuk cool
walaupun dalam hati kan ikut menitiskan air mata
gila banar wah dat day
sampai me sakit leher
nasib baik masih dapat keluar suara
berkat pengalaman yg me perolehi masa TP

Kepada kwn2 yang kana ulih me..
me minta maaf ah
me tbiasa udah memarahi anak murid
haha
bakal cigku lah d katakan

Selain daripada a2
me slalu kana target
me tahu lah yang me ni pendiam & nda banyak cakap
dah me mcm a2..kan buat cana g

3rd Day

Kami buat cheer kami
balik2 ubah cheer
masih jua AJK nya nda puas hati
terutama abg Jimi
puas kami kana jamur yo
and
push up!!
bulih nda jua me pandai 2 yo~

Sekalinya
stelah puas membuat prubahan baru tia kana terima
lega banar rasanya
feel like crying time a2
tapi tahan since kami sepatutnya happy

"We Are OutStanding 40"
We're Special
We're Different
We gonna nail it down
like down~

and
pastinya kami banyak lumpat2 lah
haha

Ani gambar lapas kami memasak talor
haha
thanks to hafiz pasal masakan the egg for me
sayang you
first time lelaki masakan for me kali ah
(hafiz pakai baju kelabu)

Malamnya~
kami buat persembahan
aku belakon ceta 'Nahkoda Manis'
from left to right
ibu mertua ku Airah
isteri Nahkoda Manis Sham
suami ku Baihagy
yang pastinya ceta ani seriouslah
and
aku jadi 'B_ _ _ _y'
sory to Airah pasal aku suruh kawan2 lain halau u
sayang u~

Gambar kami ramai
lain2 kan usulnya pakaian kami
haha
nda mau ceta panjang2
u guys teka sendirilah watak2 yang kami lakonkan malam a2

4th Day

Sedih me yo~
last day me sama kawan2
and
kami ada activity yang paling mencabar dalam hidup me
sory me nda dapat ceta the detail

so me kan berterima kasih kepada AJK yang tolong me that day
sory me ni barat wah
hehe
tapi me kana angkat jua
you are my hero
love you~

D atas gambar ramai lapas kami buat cheer
gila wah
membuat cheer atas pantas
takut me runtuh pantas 2 pasal kami 40 orang melumpat
haha
nasib baik nda runtuh

Oh ya..
thanks to AJK
pasal suruh my mom balikan me bunga
'Pink Roses' 3 tangkai g 2
my first roses
kan tunggu lelaki balikan
haha
lamanya~

and
thanks mom pasal balikan me
'Ferrero Rocher'
yang basar g 2..
hehe

"Mimi Sayang Mama"

Lastly~
I'm ging to miss every last one of them
all the laughter, the tears & moments
you guys are the best
Who Are We??
"OutStanding 40"
I Love You All~

Life Skill Training!!

Well..
to tell you all the truth
me sendiri pun pasti mcm mana training nya ni =P
anyway..
me ikut training ani pasal aku boring d umah sja
and
sekalinya kana bawa kursus ni
me ikut sajalah
mana tau siuk~

Tadi ptng ada briefing d UBD pasal training ani
and
then baru me tahu yang training ani namanya
LESTARI
jgn tanya me apa maksudnya pasal me sendiri pun nda pasti
hahaha~
me pernah dngar nama 2 tapi entah ah..nda pandai ambil attention me ah
next time me tahu..ada me gtau 2 k

It will be 4 day & 3 nights training..
ya I know..lama jua
balum g melihat timetable nya
pack banar ni wah
jgn hairan if me kurus dalam 2 ke 3 ari me d sana
hahaha~
nda wah..nda jua kali kan tbulur time training ani kali ah
breakfast, lunch & dinner kana sediakan dah..

Anyway..
for the training me akan tidur d hostel
and
sepanjang training kami nda d benarkan balik & keluar UBD..
huhuhu~
kata dorang its one of the training activity
apa sjalah..me ikut lah
asalkan tidak memudaratkan
banar ja~

Mudahan jua me ready
Physcially, Mentally & Emotionally
eventhought me balum tahu apa activity-nya
well better be ready than sorry kan~

Wah nervousnya me
hope this training will turn out to be great
lau nda..marah me ni..hahaha~

I'm back!!

Yea yea...
I know~
I been neglecting my blog for a while..
How long as it been??

Well~
I don't meant it on purpose
My lappy was giving me a hard time to go on9
Anyway..
Now I can update my blog
Since I had fix my lappy's connection errors
Yeah!!

There was so much I want to update..
So I need a lot of time to type them out
*if I remember* lalalala~

So here goes nothing~

Missing Them!!

These couples of week have been great for me..
nothing to think about..
just spending my time doing my things
without interruption
without stress
but
sometimes I get a little bored just doing nothing
why is that?

During TP..
I hardly can't wait to have this moments
but now
I feel that I need to do something..
something fun & useful
but what?

Sometimes I feel lonely all of the sudden
maybe I just missing them
them as in my students
I never thought I would miss them
even thought they always stressing me out
but still
I do miss them very much..

So I went through all the pictures I have taken with them
theirs smile remind me of their laughter
wishing I can see them again..
but
I decide not to

I know..
soon they will forget about me
so I prefer that they remember the last moments I spent with them
then making a new moments that I will neglect them
telling them I will come to see them once in a while
and
making promises that I know I will soon break

So I hope they will remember me as their Teacher Ira
that teaches them before
rather than a liar who tell them I will be there for them if they need me
because
I know
one day I will be teaching again
but
I will not be teaching them
and
I can never be there again for them

But
for all that had happen
I'm glad I have the chance to teach them..
and
I will always remember the moments I have with them..